I was born to older parents and although I had a wonderful
relationship with them, as a teenager, I sometimes wished they were younger
like the parents of most of my friends. I usually wished for this especially
about my mother, when she said no to a request to go out with said friends.
I thought my mother old-fashioned for not allowing me to just
go wherever my friends and I thought it was our right to be. In my immature
mind, my mother said no because she was old and had no clue about modern life.
Don’t get me wrong; she didn’t say no to every demand but to
me, it seemed just to those that would have been the most exciting. Young, with-it mothers let their daughters
have fun; mine was a party-pooper. I
promised myself that when I had kids, they could go wherever they wanted. I
won’t be cramping their style like my mother did mine.
Then I had three daughters and guess what? I said no to some
of their requests and it wasn’t because I was old; I’d had them all by age 26.
It was because it became apparent that saying no to children when you deem it
necessary is more a manifestation of love than saying yes to all their desires
and giving in to their every whim.
I’m sure it was no bed of roses for my mother dealing with a
teenager while in her fifties and she probably wondered if she was doing the
right thing. It is said with maturity
comes wisdom and I am thankful for the mother I had and I appreciate her desire
to protect me by saying no.`
In the end, I truly am my mother’s daughter. In raising my
daughters, saying no at times was the best thing I could do for them. Do they
believe this? I’m sure they do but the acknowledgment will come when they have
their own children and have to say no.
Will keep you posted.
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